alhamdulillah

things may be going towards 'motion'
slowly moving away from 'stillness'

insh'Allah!

The heart has been opened to ........



















display the endothelial surface of the left ventricle, with the anterior and posterior mitral valve leaflets and the aortic valve visible. The most striking feature is the presence on the anterior wall of a 6cm diameter thrombus, adherent to the endocardium. There is evidence of old ischaemic damage to the myocardium if you look closely at the cut edge of the left ventricle.
Endocardial thrombus formation is the result of endothelial damage, usually following an acute myocardial infarction. About 50% of large anteroapical ....

Hahahahahahaa

is it possible to drop it all
run away
never to be found
erase all signs of previous existence
so that it doesn't affect anybody or anything
I'm a coward
a coward

I was going to tell you my story
But waves of pain drowned my voice.I
tried to utter a word but my thoughts
Became fragile and shattered like glass.
Even the largest ship can capsize
In the stormy sea of love,
Let alone my feeble boat
Which shattered to pieces leaving me nothing
But a strip of wood to hold on to.
Small and helpless, rising to heaven
On one wave of love and falling with the next
I don’t even know if I am or I am not.
When I think I am, I find myself worthless,
When I think I am not, I find my value.
Like my thoughts, I die and rise again each day
So how can I doubt the resurrection?
Tired of hunting for love in this world,
At last I surrender in the valley of love
And become free.


“Rumi: Hidden Music”, translated by Maryam Mafi and Azima Melita Kolin (2001, p98).

You've no idea how hard I've looked for a gift to bring You.
Nothing seemed right.
What's the point of bringing gold to the gold mine, or water to the Ocean.
Everything I came up with was like taking spices to the Orient.
It's no good giving my heart and my soul because you already have these.
So- I've brought you a mirror.
Look at yourself and remember me

Rumi

Whether you are fast or slow, eventually you will find what you are seeking. Always devote yourself wholeheartedly to your search. Even though you may limp or be bent double, do not abandon your search, but drag yourself ever toward Him.

Rumi